Friday, February 13, 2009

All of me

My body is my own.
It's all I actually have.
I can feel it..I know its there..and it can never be taken from me.

You have taken everything from me..and now I don't want to give you all I have left.
Please don't look at me, touch me, or even think of me.

I dread the day I have to give my body to you..I am not excited and I don't look forward to it.
And again you have taken that from me.
You have taken away the one night I have dreaming about for years, all gone..almost instantly.
There is nothing you haven't haven't haven't killed.

And now only by command I must give up the last thing you haven't taken or robed from me.
How I fear that night...the emotions...the thoughts of your other love...yourself.
Only with my eyes shut tight and my mind lost in my fantasy (as you have enjoyed yours)...I will give you all I have left for you to destroy.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

I can't help but to wonder..

Sometimes I wonder which one I hate more...
or your fantasy world.

I will never be a part of it..will I? I will never be included..always separated and always me...
Who is never enough for you.

Friday, January 30, 2009

Call me whenever...and I'll come running

Penned this one last
because it was the hardest
Yet it meant the most to me at the same time
Feelings are tough to explain
when what i feel is bigger than
any word that i can find

So i wrote you this song
To tell you i love you
But I know that thats much less than you deserve
It's all so much less
Then these feelings i'm feeling
I hope my actions speak louder than words
Call me whenever, and i will come running
I'm ready and waiting for ever for you
I'll give you my whole heart
To hold as your keepsake
If you should ever need proof